congratulations helenie<3~

love my family<3

we're so proud of you =)

in philly now. SOOOo many things to see, do, and eat! :P

Doneeee...!

Wow.. it's the moment I've been waiting for so long.. I'm finally and officially done with my first year of college!! WoohooOoo~ I woke up pretty damn early considering that it's my first day of break. But it's not my fault that my eyes just magically opened at 9! lol. Man.. it's been such a tough semester for me this year and it totally scares me to know that it's gunna get even harder NEXT semester and the next and the next....... please fml ;-( I totally managed to skaz through my final exams-especially econ, which was my last exam. wtf it was so unexpectedly effing HARD. ughh.. and it was like the one class I was doing SO well in! ;(;(x100. After we were done with the test, me and Juhee were like whhhat the fruckk... we we're seriously laughing and going literally crazyy at the cooler after like retarded kids. lol, this is what econ does to us after every single exam. x_x

Nevertheless, although I expected to be happier to be done with school and whatnot, im NOT. Seriously, what's wrong with me?! I started getting pretty sad when my hallmates were packing and getting ready to move out yesterday. I still hear people taping their boxes and stuff. Oh, that reminds me, I need to pack and move out by 3 today and I haven't even started. Sooo lazy~ and believe it or not.. I actually think i'm going to miss OXY. yes.. fml! And of course, I'm seriously gunna miss my nice, big, renovated BY dorm room with AC because next year, I'm living in the crappiest dorm ever with prisoner windows and small ass rooms. but still, woooohoo Sterns!


My clean room when the year started. I would put up a more recent picture, but my room's seriously so freaking messy to the max right now because it's been hit with the finals effect: clothes, books, pieces of paper ALL around my room/bed/desk everywhere and all over the place.

This whole freshman year went by so damn quickly! It seriously feels like only a month ago that I started this college life. It's so true when people say time flies by. As difficult this year had been, I've also faced so many changes and met great friends, too! I'm seriously gunna miss them SOOooo soo muchh!!! except that I'm going to be living with Juhee this the summer.. in RANGEVIEW and Gina better visit us a lot. Yuckkk and yes, we are coming back to Oxy during summer... fol. She's gunna be working and I'm going to be researchingg with Dr. O. Gosh, I'm such a nerddd! and that reminds me, though i complain A LOT to my cypress friends about oxy, I'm actually really grateful that I chose to come here over the UC's.. Yes, it does get frustrating sometimes (no, a lot of times) that my school is totally deprived of Asians, and that i see the same people again and again because it's SUCH a small school. But all in all, Oxy is really great. Well, academically it is. It's still socially retarded though -_-




awww... look at us before
and look how much we changed.. or not?



kay, i need to go shower now and get ready to LEAVE
<3

A note to self: never EVER buy snickers from the vending machine when it's 94degrees outside.

I've been patiently waiting for ~1 hour for it to solidify. Sigh.. I need some sugar in my brain

1 down 3 more to go..! -_-;

camping out in sweats and going crazy all night long


<3

Reason why I go to oxy

mMmmmmm~

Finals are coming up in exactly 1 week from today.. and honestly, I am not prepared AT ALL. I basically gave up reading for my Russian and Art history classes like 2 weeks into the semester.. which is NO good =( So I have a LOT of catching up to do within the next week. AHH i don't even know where to begin studying.. So much information to consume in so little time ;'( But before I start studying, I need to finish up writing 2 papers. UGHHHhh
Tiffany's finals schedule
Tuesday 5/5: OCHEM =( 6:30-9:30PM
Wednesday 5/6: Art History 1-4PM
Thursday 5/7: CSP russian 8:30-11:30AM; Econ 6:30-9:30PM
and then... I'm officially done with my very first year of college! YAYYYYY~

I really wanted to go to the comedy night with Eliot Chang thing last night but I totally slept through it!! I set my alarm to 9PM.. but being the sleepyhead that I am, I slept straight through until....... 1AM. PUHAha... I suck at waking up from 'naps.'

SOOOooo true =D

Bye bye until next Thursday ;'( Wish me luckkk!

2PMMmm~

am in love? LOL

weeeee~~

I haven't been feeling too well these days..
well maybe that's because my ochem midterm went really bad... This seriously never happened to my 18 years of living experience, but I TOTALLY blanked out when my prof handed me the exam. My mind literally went BLANK and all the shit that i had memorized slipped out of my brain. HOW the hailll can that happen?!? Maybe because I didn't get any sleep and I was too tired to function properly? meh.. i don't even know. In total shock, I ended up freaking out the whole time and did just, horribly. ;( x10000000000
okay, I don't even want to think about it anymore
no more no more!


fcking 6 pages of mechanism and reagents that I had to memorize but ended up forgetting..

UGH.. monster made me nauseous in the middle of the night

But yay, i finally got to see and talk to my friends during lunch =) I've been a hermit for the past couple of days and stayed in my room all day and all night to studystudy. so I didn't get to see anyone until today ;(
Can't wait till this weekend, though. Boiling crab here I comeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!<3

hungry at 3AM

MUST control my appetite! I've seriously been eating non-stop for the past week or so, even more so than how much I normally eat! I actually tried eating healthier and attempted to visit the oxy gym with Juhee a few weeks ago.. but um yeah.. that urge only lasted for a week and I am now back to binge eating again. woohoo! -_- I seriously don't think I can ever cut food out of my life :P But of course, summer is approaching soon and I wanna wear pretty things without feeling TOO self conscious. Therefore, I should try lose a couple of pounds. I can only hope right? So i searched on google on how to suppress appetite and encountered this website: http://www.ehow.com/how_2159577_suppress-appetite-food.html. It gives you a brief 'instruction' on how to suppress your appetite with none other than.. food!
But ummm yeah.. I don't think i'm going to follow any of that.. maybe except for the soup part. but then again, it said no creamy soup.. but I ONLY like creamy soup! ='( mmm creamy potato soup sounds so good right now

yummmm! slurp slurp

It's been unbearably hot for a couple of days now. It was over 90degrees today x_x and according to my macbook, it's going to be 101 degrees on Tuesday. HOw ridiculous!?! I couldn't even open my eyes when I was outside today because the sun was shining all bright and shiny. I bet if I cracked an egg open on a cement, it would fry within 30seconds. but thank GOD for A/c in my dorm room<3
The ground was all sparkly and pretty today because of the sun so I took a picture of it :P

Hellooo...!!

Hello! So, I finally decided to start a new blog. I haven't had an online journal, blog, or whatever ever since like sophomore year in high school when I abandoned my xanga.. RIP tiffany's xanga =( HOly crap, that was like a LONG time ago.. like 3-4 years ago, when I was still young and.. fresh? HAha just keeeeing. Bad timing, though--I have an organic chemistry midterm in exactly 3 days now and I have absolutely NOo idea what we're learning about!! (shudders.. OCHEM =< ) SO being exactly 2 chapters behind reading and 4 chapters beyond understanding, I decided to start a new blog. What a great way to procrastinate, right? =_= sighhhh I should totally be reading and catching up right now, although people outside my room are being EXTREMELY loud because they're getting ready for some partayyyyY! They're saying stuff like "Should i wear these boxers?" "i look totally manly" laughing like Crazyyy and being overtly obnoxious-_- ummmmm i think it's some kind of 'dress like the opposite sex' party or something? and why don't I know about this party!?! Whatever OXY parties are freakinggg lame anyway. Well it's a Saturday night and I'm inside my room trying to read.. which obviously wasn't working.. so now I'm resorting to blogspot.. again, on a Saturday nighhttt!! i'm such a NERDY loser >:( Wellll i'm going to study hard and get good grades and get richhhh in the future! -_- LOL I freeeaking wish. Anyway I should stop procrastinating and at least TRY to catch up on ochem. oh joy!!~ ToT and WOW i wrote so much more than I had intended to!
Including some pictures so this blog doesn't seem TOO boring >:)








































Urban Outfitters
How effing ADORABLE are these? I wanna hang them on every one of my jackets!!! Too bad they're like 5 bucks for something that's probably smaller than my nails. so i'll pass =(
xoxo