Blah blah blah: May 2009

Wow.. it's the moment I've been waiting for so long.. I'm finally and officially done with my first year of college!! WoohooOoo~ I woke up pretty damn early considering that it's my first day of break. But it's not my fault that my eyes just magically opened at 9! lol. Man.. it's been such a tough semester for me this year and it totally scares me to know that it's gunna get even harder NEXT semester and the next and the next....... please fml ;-( I totally managed to skaz through my final exams-especially econ, which was my last exam. wtf it was so unexpectedly effing HARD. ughh.. and it was like the one class I was doing SO well in! ;(;(x100. After we were done with the test, me and Juhee were like whhhat the fruckk... we we're seriously laughing and going literally crazyy at the cooler after like retarded kids. lol, this is what econ does to us after every single exam. x_x

Nevertheless, although I expected to be happier to be done with school and whatnot, im NOT. Seriously, what's wrong with me?! I started getting pretty sad when my hallmates were packing and getting ready to move out yesterday. I still hear people taping their boxes and stuff. Oh, that reminds me, I need to pack and move out by 3 today and I haven't even started. Sooo lazy~ and believe it or not.. I actually think i'm going to miss OXY. yes.. fml! And of course, I'm seriously gunna miss my nice, big, renovated BY dorm room with AC because next year, I'm living in the crappiest dorm ever with prisoner windows and small ass rooms. but still, woooohoo Sterns!

My clean room when the year started. I would put up a more recent picture, but my room's seriously so freaking messy to the max right now because it's been hit with the finals effect: clothes, books, pieces of paper ALL around my room/bed/desk everywhere and all over the place.

This whole freshman year went by so damn quickly! It seriously feels like only a month ago that I started this college life. It's so true when people say time flies by. As difficult this year had been, I've also faced so many changes and met great friends, too! I'm seriously gunna miss them SOOooo soo muchh!!! except that I'm going to be living with Juhee this the summer.. in RANGEVIEW and Gina better visit us a lot. Yuckkk and yes, we are coming back to Oxy during summer... fol. She's gunna be working and I'm going to be researchingg with Dr. O. Gosh, I'm such a nerddd! and that reminds me, though i complain A LOT to my cypress friends about oxy, I'm actually really grateful that I chose to come here over the UC's.. Yes, it does get frustrating sometimes (no, a lot of times) that my school is totally deprived of Asians, and that i see the same people again and again because it's SUCH a small school. But all in all, Oxy is really great. Well, academically it is. It's still socially retarded though -_-